January 2011
2 posts
i want my baby back
December 2010
6 posts
November 2010
7 posts
Where I'm At
dearoldlove:
Okay, I’ll leave you alone, but you know where I’m at if you need me.
fuck my life.
October 2010
14 posts
Clytemnestra, the diplomats wife, was looking out the window. The cellists go by in a carriage of Chinese tea, biting the air and open-hearted caresses. You are beautiful, Clytemnestra, the crystal of your skin awakens our sexual curiosity. You are as tender and as calm as two yards of white silk. Clytemnestra, my teeth chatter. I’m cold, I’m afraid. I’m green I’m flower...
So, today was my friends birthday party. We went out for cocktails (which I was five hours late for by the way) then got kicked out at 00.16.
Clearly, the getting kicked out was not the birthday girl’s fault, and all of a sudden the night wasn’t about her any more, which slightly ruined things.
We then went on a little walk around central London and ended up in some shitty restaurant...
Just glanced in the mirror and realised I didn’t take all my make up off last night. I have black eye liner everywhere!!!! All mixed up with a little grey sparkly eyeshadow.
So attractive.
I'm so hungover that I'm cold.
to be fair, satin pj’s and a hoodie is not the warmest of clothing.
my room is a mess.
I’m going out.
I know
I’m ugly and no one wants to dance with me but I don’t have to sit in there offering myself.
“A Dream Play” - August Strindberg
September 2010
6 posts
love is stronger than pride.
Circles.
Isn’t it weird how things go round in circles? And I don’t mean the karma/repercussions/it’ll come back and bite you in the ass circles, I mean the kind of why do you feel the same when your nearly twenty as you did when you were when you were just five and were too nervous to go into class kind of circles.
Because as I sit here in my - its ironic, I swear - “Rockstar in...
August 2010
4 posts
When you have a woman who you love, but you know its the most unhealthy thing, what should you do? Leave the issue alone, and suffer, or love her and suffer?
I spoke to her today, and she said “I love you” when we said goodbye, and it just seared into me. It was like the noise of the stereo just vanished (Pink’s Funhouse: Tour Edition, by the way - how “dykey” of me)...
Theres a beautiful woman on the television wandering around in a rather fetching shade of red lipstick.
I can’t decide which I like best.
The better feeling thought.
Looking the way I do, and being the way I am presents not a few difficulties. I’m met with disbelief and scorn at the worst of times. At the best of times however, just surprise and acceptance. and the odd “Fuck really, that’s so HAWWT” (typical Neanderthal male - represent!) I love my life, and love being who I am, and when things happen to bring me down then its just...
bountiful
June 2010
16 posts
Harrods degree? Sign me up! →
Defoe, you are a beautiful man.
WatchTo Write Love on Her Arms
Substitute by Frank Turner is possibly the best...
“a hunch is creativity trying to tell you something”
– Frank Capra
my friend jess asked me today if its normal to...
Party On The Hill
Well, I kinda knew not many people would come.. But I didn’t expect it to be this few!!!! I blame it on the weather :) Who gives?! Just chilling with friends is better than anything else I reckon.
Gimme a group of mates, a few beers, a barbecue and a guitar any day.
I’m hosting a party tonight. In Telegraph Hill park :) We’re going to have barbecues and beer. I’ll let you know how it goes!